SPM Result

12th March 2008, supposed to be QUITE a big day for Kai Wei. It was SPM results release day! That morning, mummy called up and said she get to take 2 hours time leave, so she'll come back and fetch me to school. I woke up like usual, breakfast like usual, sweep the floor like usual, mop the floor like usual... My heart was pumping in the usual rate, until my cell phone rang, showing the incoming call from a friend of mine from another school. "I took my results already! I got 8As! Blah blah blah... " Omigosh.. After I hang up his call, I felt a change in myself mentally. All kinds of feelings rose and congested my mind. Worry, anxious, excited, looking forward, scare, tension, hope...... All my friend's fault, call me for what?! XD

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I bathed, and was waiting for mummy. Uh oh... My heartbeat increased a hundredfold. My palm wet with perspiration. I could not remain still doing nothing besides waiting! I made myself busy by doing other house works and maximised the volume of CD player. (sorry to my neighbour for the loud songs but I really cannot allows my mind quiet at that time) Minutes passed like hours in the process of waiting, but still, the time had reached, at last. I went to school with mummy, and heard people screaming and shouting at a high pitch. I think I did feel my lung gasping hard for air everytime the high pitch screaming were delivered into my ears. Haha. "Chill, Kai Wei, you did your best!"

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JunYuen was the 1st who take his result slip among our clique. After few seconds looking on his result slip, he turned back and 'assured' us, "Yes! I got A" -.-" This friend...positive betul. Next was Kar Kit, when he was signing some document and I guess he took a glance at his result slip at that time, a 'dry' and sarcastic laugh came from him, followed by another similar but louder laugh when I asked how is his result. -.-" This friend....speechless. I'm after Kar Kit. Mummy was standing besides me, and the words from her before the 'holy moment' was "接受事实啦” with a smile on her face, trying to calm me down. Haha. Okay, I will. Thank god, I got 10As out of 12 subjects. 9A1 and 1A2 in Chinese. B3 in both Moral and EST (English in Science and Technology. a lot of elders haven't heard about this subject, which I think because it is not important, yet majority candidates' performance had ruined by this subject) Overall, I am quite satisfy with my results, although deep in the bottom of my heart I still desire a straight A's performance. Hehe.

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Suprisingly, the tension in me only last until the moment I look at my results with mummy. I felt a bit disappointed only during the few minutes I was registering my reults in my brain. After that, mummy rushed back to office, leaving me with my friends at school because we promised our tutor to treat him a lunch after we got our results. All 4 of us that hang out together after that were calm and steady. I even went to watch a movie with a friend after lunching. I doesn't feel excited, nor moody. It's like..."okay, I just got my SPM results, so fast and so easily..." Weirdo~ Haha. Perhaps it is because this result already fulfill the requirement for me to obtain a full scholarship in TARC. (Yang gor gor and Hao gor gor always disagree with my decision going TAR. Haha) As for other scholarships, I still hope to win any of them which provide me a path to get exposure at overseas. But even if I didn't get, I'm think I can accept that. Well, there are always pros and cons in every things right? If I further my studies overseas, I have to miss my families and friends like #$%!%. (sorry, i don't speak foul language, only type, haha) I have to do everything independantly and live all alone there. I have to give up learning 古筝 here. I have to missed a lot of outings and activities and events and gathering here. And lastly I MIGHT be working there after studies and meet a handsome mat salleh boyfriend? Haha. >.<

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Ops, I forget I want to watch tv! I'm half hour late! Bye... :p

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-Kai Wei-